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never gonna give you up~~
Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Well, let's just say it's been a very eventful two days (:

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Yesterday was the beginning of "my-parents-aren't-at-home sleepover".

Because it is so close to exam week, I organized a "study sleepover" at my house. Rocked over to Westfield to meet Ashley, Emily, Alice and Leo at around 3 ish and bought Princess and the Frog~
Taking a stroll in Coles; we needed to buy our dinner and snacks and spent15 mins walking around being undecisive and another 15 mins finally buying breakfast and deciding that instant noodles was better for dinner.
Jenny and Geoffrey then met us at Westfield, and we proceeded back to my house.

We studied (and analyzed how Leo says fuck)... Indeed we did. Until like dinner at 6.30pm...
Ashley and Geoffrey had the honours of making our wonderful dinner:: and screwed up the art of making instant noodles. They were soggy... and... watery... and pretty much not legit noodles. And yea, for the rest of the sleepover we pretty much bagged out Ashley and his noodles. (:

We then studied some more, then just stopped and ended up watching Bones on TV.~ And since it kinda destroyed our study mood, we just bummed around and talked afterwards. Truth or truth... PPP... Dreams (the girl with the knife)... Music... (having 157 DBSK songs in hard drive is just O_o") Mindfuck game of "Schnapp" and of course...
our epic Horror story and Analysis... to make them even MORE scarier~

Alice, Emily and I couldn't really go upstairs later as everything was pitch black. And shitfuck. Leo's face looked really freaky when everything was dark and only laptop screen open. His eyes looked hollow and he pretty much looked like a zombie skeleton thingo. So fucking scary.

And yea well, after talking for a while, everyone kinda half stoned and snuggled into our respective sleeping bags, watched Tangled and well kinda tried to go sleep.
7 people in my small crowded living room, was actually decent... except I just didn't get any sleep at all. Like... A total amount of 3 hours. (movie ended at 4.45am and... tossed and turned... and before I knew it... voila. Daylight. D:)

Breakfast was french toast and eggs... once again Ashley and Geoff had the honours. (the guys did all the cooking ^.^") whilst the rest of us studied. Talked. and well...
for lunch, let's just say... Ashley didn't cook the migoreng~ And dearest Jenny and Geoff made LEGIT noodles (:

loved the s/o... just loved it~

Leo: this is just fucking retarded~

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And now I'm bored at home, wishing these wonderful awesome guys (and gals) were back at my house bumming around and being cool~

Cheers~

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4:08 PM
A happy Sunday~
Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I can't believe I'm finally saying this after 10 long years… Shopping is FUN!!!
I still remember when I was really young, I hated shopping. ABSOLUTELY hated it. TO THE MAX D: but now, maybe it's not so bad after all.

So I'm gonna recount the Sunday where Bonita, Shelley, Snowing, Emily, Ashley and I went to Parra to go shopping. I just went there to try and find skirts and dresses that could look good on me. I think I'm trying to find the more 'lady-like' me, and rediscover my style. My parents took Bonita, Shelley and I to Parra and dropped us off, where we waited to meet up with Ashley. Then at country road we met up with Snowing; and we met up with Emily at Target. Thus our shopping trip began.

We went Mink; where I bought an awesome shirt and black skirt (thanks Shelley) and checked out the sales, JayJays; where I bought TWO OF THE SAME PATTERNED SHIRTS… only in different colours (peer pressure much D:); Target and Priceline to check out EDT's and shirts; Diva, and back to Target to buy "Esplosivo - Tonino Lamborghini". Along the way were several splitting ups and re-meetings then splitting ups again.

Ashley, Snowing and I also ended up having very deep and meaningful talks (: They were enlightening. And in Snowing's words:

I wish we could have D&M's more often
I ranted about Geoffrey's SHIR-T… which resulted in a lot of looking and scanning and asking Ashley for ideas. We coined the idea of looking for shirts as "Have you found any 'Geoffrey Shirts'?" and "We're going Geoffrey Shirts shopping!"

I am also majorly pissed off about how I spent so much money on ONE trip to Parra. ): That was half of my savings gone… WHOOSH. Just like that. A leaf blown off a tree and carried in the wind no. But yea. My money's pretty much all gone now… but it's for a good cause. *coughs* I'll be SOOO pissed off if he doesn't use it/them though. D:

But I had fun on Sunday~ Enjoyed walking around with you guys. I totally wish I could go out more like this. It's epic! And I enjoyed "Geoffrey shirt shopping" :P It was fun. Thanks guys for such an awesome day and giving me opinions on how I should change my "guy-ish" style~

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LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! CHUUU <3 We should SO do that more often (:

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And I agree with Snowing; Star Trek is more awesome than it sounds.
And I laugh at Peng:
Michael: Is THAT Spock? (asks the question ten million times)
Ng-sensei: NO! Spock's the guy with the funny hair!

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12:00 AM
Clothing digging
Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Yesterday I went to work with skinny jeans, a MASSIVE guy-style shirt and Adidas High-tops. When Mum came to pick me up she commented on how much of a guy I looked from the back and that the shirt was so "guy-ish". This truly made me think of what my wardrobe consists of and what I wear FROM my wardrobe. Thinking about it, I've only worn like 15% of all clothing I own. So now, I have this urge to clean out my drawers and start buying my own clothes.

All my clothes right now are secondhand. I mean, they're not BAD secondhand; it's just I've only ever bought like 4 t-shirts and I have NEVER bought pants, jeans etc. I dug out from the bottom of my drawer like 4 pairs of skirts which I have only worn once and I don't own dresses.

I've set my mind on going shopping to actually buy more lady-like shirts and get myself more shorts and skirts. I would've never thought the day would come when I WANT to go clothes shopping and to "BUY" lady-like clothing. The thought has never occurred to me until yesterday when discussing Geoffrey's wardrobe with Ashley on msn.

I also need to buy Geoffrey a bigger range of shirts. I mean, is it just me, or does he ALWAYS wear the navy and red shirt EVERYWHERE. So I have come to a conclusion that I need buy shirts for him, but I'll get majorly pissed off if he does what Shelley said:
It'll be fully sad if you bought a lot of shirts for him but he keeps
wearing the same navy&red shirt.

So Ashley and I will go shopping for him~ Maybe get some clothing off G-market too (:

I love my little group of friends :)

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I look at the rose, and I sometimes wonder if this is such a good idea. I love you tonnes but I'm scared I'll screw up everything. I'm happy whenever I'm with you, but I feel as if I'm drifting further and further from my family. Is my happiness really worth all this? I'm scared that if my family finds out, they'll flip and send me to Hong Kong and I'll never see any of you again. :(

But you know what, I think I'm just going to go with what I feel is right. I would have to tell them sooner or later but I hope they accept it and move on. There's no point in worrying... right?

By the way, even if you don't read this, I'd like to say that I'm still stuck on what to give you for Christmas D: Cologne? would you even WEAR it T-shirts?! :D

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4:58 PM
SRC WEEK
Saturday, July 3, 2010

This has been such an awesome awesome week~
I loved it soooo much~

I'll start off with the Dance on Wednesday.
LAWL we had physics before and I just couldn't stop looking at the clock. Halfway till end of Phys, 25 more mins, 20 more mins, DAMMIT it's only been 5 mins!!!!!But the the first ever dance I've been to was AWESOME.50% of it consisted of us the Year 10s xD
The theme was superheroes of Ruse City~ credits to whoever thought up that theme :)
I cosplayed as Tsuna and it was funny how no one recognised me until I actually went up to them close and said hi~Johnny's reaction was awesome; I did this whole Victor head thingo and he went all ninja-ish and kinda twisted my arm around before looking at me closely realising I was me :)
Some thought I looked like Lahoud ;) I thought that was funny too!
Then it kinda got too hot after dancing abracadabra - B.E.G with Amy, Bnita, Tina, Emily and others? on the boxes~
There were dance-offs too and WOAH Chiwai, Daniel and Lena, I fully admire your abilities to dance so well ^o^I got into a hip hop mode after that so Victor, Johnny, Geoffrey, Alex, and I were kinda popping to the music and shuffling in a circle.
CONGRATULATIONS TO BAM AND BONITA TOO~~ BAMNITAAAA!!!!

I got so tired after the dance I was dying at the VA excursion.

VA excursion was the next day and I caught the train with Shelley and Bonita to MCA. The whole point of the excursion was to see the Biennale~ Beauty of Distance: Songs of Survival in a Precarious Age.
It was So AMAZING~ but could've been more interesting had we NOT needed to take notes. Blame it on Goggin.Then Cockatoo Island came along and I have NEVER seen such an awesome place before. Shelley and I kinda wandered off somewhere exploring, taking photos and walking in dark tunnels :) Took and EPIC picture of Shelley with awesome backlighting and everything. WILL post up~
Then CAPS and that pretty much described the day.

The last day of school was *A*.
Expression Day kinda turned into Crazy Hair Day? xD Got my hair sprayed purple which was cool. (When I was washing it off, the foam was pink O_O)
I likes my 'dyed hair' xD
Then at lunch, tonnes of people watched the hair styling battles. Our Year 10 team consisted of: Carmen, Ben, Alex L., Jenny, and the classic victim... GEOFFREY~ LAWL.
It was such an awesome hairstyle~ you guys should TOTALLY have won :)
The hairstyle was named Geoffrina cocktail~
Photos: THANKS BEN~

Then was the assembly and reports :(
BUUTTTT~~~
I'm actually quite proud of my report coz I didn't do as badly as I'd thought. Sure I got raped in maths, but liked the rest of my results. I will try my best next semester and catch up in maths. :) Wish me luck~

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I told one person now. Sighs. Am I that bad at keeping my feelings close at heart? I don't even know if I like you or not. I'm such an inconsistent and indecisive person. But I like it when you pat my head ~ it makes me feel happy :)

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12:49 AM
Several things
Saturday, June 26, 2010

Aaa... Sorry, I haven't been updating a lot lately due to inaccessibility to a "real" computer and work load increasing once again. It's the damn end of the term and we get crashed with a WHOLE lot of assessments... Can't get much worse than that.

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Item 1#

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAM (shifty)!!

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Item 2#
Someone: DBSK はブレイク・ウプです。
Unison: そうですね~
Tristan: Oh It's a Girl~
Me: It's GayJoong!
Us, (Me, Snowine, Matt, Will, Tristan, Johnny) have found out another darling way to have fun in Japanese lessons. Dear Emily, we love you~
Now I am always looking forward to Japanese lessons. But I have a feeling that Lowcock-sensei gets pissed at us because we're like making so much noise during class. But it's unison noise so I guess it's okay xD

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Item 3#

Friday was dairy farm excursion. It actually wasn't that bad at all. The guy looked kinda like a rat. MASSIVE ears and two front teeth. But he was awesome, coz he made so many jokes using us as cows. (The one with Ray and Lahoud was extra ironic).
He was a pretty good guide as well since he took us through the question in a step by step manner :D

After the excursion we COULD've gone to Macca's but no. We were 'late' back to school. When we did arrive, we had an hour to waste before the end. So guess what?
We played bball. It was awesome. At first it was only Amy, Jenny, Daniel, Julia, Geoff and I fooling around playing 4 on 2. Then the K people came and we had a full court game which was hectic. So many people, but awesome all the same. Daniel stopped playing... (I had a feeling that he wanted a challenge and joined the seniors). So we had me, Amy, Jenny, Jules, Geoff, Jim & Chris L. vs. K people.

Hell it was so tiring... but awesomely Fun~

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Item 4#

I love chemistry lessons on Thursday~ We play Boys vs Girls vs Daniel for possession of the bball. It's so fun but girls are so disadvantaged... (ie we suck badly) but still xDDDD
Then we watch Min rant on about related and unrelated subjects.
It was funny how Johnny kinda fell asleep (according to him, during the UNrelated parts) and Richard G. had to wake him up :)

I can't believe I actually get Chem now. Wow... I guess that's a start :P

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Anyways it's getting late now.
So I better go sleep~~

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12:48 AM